Life as me.....um who am I ???

I'm baaaaaaaack!!!!!! Did ya miss me biyatch??

2010-03-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

Hi bloggie! Feels like I've come home after soo long hehe.feel bad though for leaving my blog....but wat to do got SPM mah need to study aso. What can I tell you I'm not so different than last year. Just some new new hotties ( Taylor 4eva and mark sailing) from glee- my new favourite show and perhaps the best effing thing since house!!! You know wat I just realized : avril lavigne?? Sucks at singing she screams a lot !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and all the owl city songs sound the same. Life is kinda weird huh in some ways it changes soo much but If you look closely it's actually the same LOL

the countdown: 3 days!!!

2009-11-23T21:54:00.003+08:00

wow its been soo long since i last blogged but the thing is i havent even been busy??? i've been doing practically nothing and still i didnt blog..???
im gonna make a vow now to not abandon my blog ever again!!
its not that i havent got stuff to blog about, i do I DO!
im sick of myself! why cant i just sit down, concentrate and bloody learn add maths! now that i got like 28 for it im gonna saddle up and go for tuition:0 its just soo human of me isn't it? have you noticed how people never take any action against something unless it effects them and makes their life hard... take global warming for instance, we've been warned against it for years and nobody took any action until recently when our waether started acting like a pregnant lady- having mood swings. one minute its sunny and the next minute its flooded and trees are falling on the road?? now body shop sells facial wash that costs 50 bucks but dont give you a paper bag to put it in cause its "enviromentally friendly"

and then there are ppl like miley cyrus or also known as missimbittercausethetwilightfranchiseisgettingmorepressthanme montana doesnt like twilight ???? see i already knew she was touched in the head when she broke up with the 20 year old underwear model ??????

dunno why i've been listening to a lot of emo music recently(new moon soundtrack) most of the songs are really good like roslyn, satellite heart, need......... cant belive new moon will be out in 3 days!!!!!!! this time i wouldnt mind if the movie was super shitty cause just seeing taylor lautner and the rest of the wolf pack shirtless would be worth the 10 bucks!!!!!!!!!!!robert pattinson can just go wash his hair la

POKE!..........did that hurt????

2009-10-27T14:37:00.002+08:00

Why is it that all good things come to an end just as things are getting REALLY GOOD.................. Don't ask

Why is it that I find myself attracted to a guy that is soo openly, undoubtedly gay(adam lambert) and then I'm into this other guy who is soo not gay and a total opposite

Well the good news is atleast I don't have a type.......hehehe I'd swing both ways for megan fox anyday too

See....... I'm really really confused

Philosophy(did I spell that right??) of life....

2009-10-08T09:17:00.003+08:00

fall in love or in hate. Get inspired or be depressed. Ace a test or flunk a class. Make babies or make art. Speak the truth or lie and cheat. Dance on tables( me!!) or sit in the corner. Life is divine chaos. Embrace it, forgive yourself. Breathe and enjoy the ride.............
- awsome right! This is how we should live our life I love this saying!!!!!!!

The party just ended and I never got the memo

2009-10-05T17:37:00.002+08:00

Life as usual is a huge steeming pile of crap!!!! You heard me who evers up there laughing your ass of at me.
everything I thought was right by turned out to be oh soo FRIGGIN wrong
1. Life is fair(hah). 2. I would have more time to study. 3. Finding a hot , smart, kind, funny, athletic, rich guy would be easy.(sob) 4. My parents would understand.... 5. Form 4 would be a breeze. 6. I would be able to understand physics and add maths. Well that's all I got for now......may be later

Feel the rain on your skin, no one else can........

2009-09-28T16:01:00.002+08:00

Life nowadays us zoo stressful with add maths, physics and all that shit that we have no time to enjoy the little things...... Malaysian weather also nowadays damn stressful one minute it's sunny and next minute is a thunder storm. Yesterday Me and preet decided to walk la since sams car full redi with the rest of the C gang (notorious for gang banging cats I'm talking to you nahrend and Ryan ) any way it's pouring down heavy rain so we just walk la before it got worse.... Within the first few seconds ready soaking wet and it was friggin freezing la Wei!! I'm another smart one didn't wear a singlet under my bajukurung so when it got wet it was soo see through Whoops... Luckily we were the only morons walking in the rain...... Jumping in puddles was also soo fun until I got sand mud and grass in my shoes when I got home my maid can still ask me la "what happen to you " ????? Like isn't it obvious ??? Did you see me walking in the rain ?????? Dear god I hope not...... Soo much for being childish yesterday today I had to be the grown up and decide on a college.. Like there was this fair where some colleges came and promoted their college as well as give us some advice on career options and stuff. The chick from sunway and that guy from help were actually really help. Most of the guys were packed around that chick from sunway..she was pretty hot . Doesn't that explain it all. I'm thinking bout ditching a levels for Canadian metriculation la it's damn interesting !! But law in UK is still my first option. I guess I can't be talked out of going where there are hot white guys hehehe...... Looks like I'll never grow up.... Tough luck ;p

welcome back.........

2009-09-15T15:34:00.002+08:00

wanna guess who im welcoming???? its not you thats for sure. im welcoming back my past which no matter how many times i try to leave in the past keeps coming back to haunt me... you noe that typical highschool experience everyone has..... its why some ppl hate thinking back about about it....it haunts you.....but hey we all gotta get over it some day and im doing it now so welcome back but bubye you gotta go back where you came from.... my life i great and i dont need you my past so it was nice you..........bye to my past and HELLO FUTURE !!!!!!

.....................i got nothing....................

2009-08-30T22:15:00.002+08:00

sitting here wondering where did the holidays go? how did it go by soo fast??

kinda missing my parents

kinda hoping they wouldnt come home so early

also kinda curious about wat they got me ???????????

but hey like they say "all good things must come to an end" - big pile of BS if you ask me..........but hey nobody did

lets see............ wat did i acomplish this holidays :-
1. i watched the only two seasons of summerland(starring jesse mccartney and zac efron) this was before zac got the tooth gap fixed(blech)
2. finished gossip girl season 1 in less than 24 hours....of course i only got about three hours of sleep last night but thats besides the point
3. i marked all my dads test papers for him while he took a vacation in FRIGGIN ITALY !!!!!! but hey im not bitter
4. bought myself a totally cool fedora for only 20 bucks !!!
5. didnt go for a movie at all!!!! but borrowed and watched many at home which reminds me the cd's were supposed to be returned yesterday.....oh crap.... i guess video easy will get some extra money then....

cant think of anything else right now
also makes me think about the fact that i did no homework at all
..........once again oh crap............ oh well theres always tomorrow.....only tomorrow left..................

pardon me im getting a little emotional thinking about leaving the lazy lifestyle which reminds me i gotta clean my room before the parental units get back.......... haiz does life never cease being hard??????

listening very closely..........

2009-08-28T01:14:00.002+08:00

we all go through life neve really stoping to think about what we have been given by god....we take it for granted... today i saw this show that was in itself simple but it really rocked my world...OMG these deaf mute people put on a play at KL PAC and it was awsome! they played drums in perfect harmony not being able to hear a single thing they were doing....... not making a single mistake and then there was the acting....... it was like watching a mime show.......wow i dont think thats an experience im ever gonna forget.........

SCARED SHIT !!!!

2009-08-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

Imagine sitting in the dark in front of the computer watching 'the unborn'.....headphones on.......so you cant see or hear anything but tne friggin scary movie.........you look up and you see a face inches from yours......what do you do???? you scream like a maniac thats wat!!!! it was my idiotic 9 year old cousin beside me and she asks you "watcha doin ???"oh y go i nearly killed her..... lesson to be learnt: DONT WATCH A HORROR MOVIE ALONE IN THE DARK WITH HEADPHONES ON!

the begining....of the non stop party !!!

2009-08-23T12:37:00.002+08:00

holidays are the time when nothing seems very important....nothing needs to be done right away even thi=ough it actually does. case point: my maimun work....theres soo much of it yet i cant bring my self to get up from in front of the computer enough to do it.....holidays are also the time when parties are just that much more....fun...like yesterday when a super high on party mode me didnt realise that my grandma walked down to kyrens house to get me heeheheheh......well tat party was fun even though many ppl didnt dance....haiz... but my girl jays got down! it was awsome but thats not wat she will tell you. preet got a little action of her own...ahem....ahem u just have to ask her.. kudos to kyren....an awsome dance partner... looking foward to partay yet again next saturday at jays house!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KYREN AND ADELINE:P

awsome weekend and monday!!!!

2009-08-11T14:57:00.004+08:00

Prefects party !!!! well it happened last sunday........im a let the pics do the talking:-

and then there was more cam whoring at the after party at preet's but thats another post....for more check out my page on facebook :)

damn!

2009-08-04T15:10:00.002+08:00

Daymn who knew throwing a party could be so friggin stressful and the weird thing is a month ago i wasnt even involved in the damn thing. god knows how i manage to det my self into these things....haiyo on top of that i gotta take crap from my idiotic bm teacher who is seriously lacking female hormones . she or he (i dono) is the most sadistic beyotch i have ever met plus 'it' has a mustache so take that misai... seriously i have fantasies about throwing her off a building or choking her..........look im at it again. i hate that piece of shit even the sight of here makes me angry. oh god that was a nice bitching session. i feel so much better now .. yay later this week im going for a wedding and then (drumroll) the prefects party!!!!!!! on tuesday. this time im gonna take lots of pics

no seriously im back.....i hope.......

2009-07-25T20:15:00.002+08:00

so here i am despite wat others might tell you i really am back. this just proves it so there, take that all you haters.....haiz i dont even noe why i said that. heck i dont even know why i do half the things i do........well lets see this past few weeks i've................wait lemme recall.... oh yeah i went for harry potter which was friggin awsome!!!!!, attended an engagement where the bride looked like 15 and the groom almost 40..one word for that-creepy- had more monthly tests..which are specially designed to toture a young free spirited soul like myself, went for harry potter again(it was THAT good) and cried at dumbledore daying again...the second time really made me realise how friggin horny everyone in the movie was, even the infiri that grabbed harry was bloody groping him la....but tom felton(draco malfoy) is H.O.T, hot i tell u and then today was hari karnival at school, same as every year nothing special but fun none the less, went for lunch at pizza hut we took a bus mind you , went for tuition and now im here bogging about it...........well thats about it. unless u wanna hear about all the hot guys i saw in the last month...........but thats another story. heres to all you ppl reading my blog . u guys rock i had no idea anyone read my blog....bubye-boy crazy zombie-

back from the dead.....

2009-07-02T15:43:00.002+08:00

No i dont mean MJ. im pretty sure he's gone for good .....i meant me.....YAY blogging after soooooooooo long. haiz wat to do with me getting banned from anything remotely fun (dont ask) to my internet going kaput. this is my comeback!!!!!unfornutately it'll be short. summary of last week: watched TRANSFORMERS 2 and going bi 4 shia lebouf AND megan fox, went to hulu kelang school for debate and lost but i did see this insanely hot guy, izzat from klang. got seriously sick on the same day. i almost fainted but luckily kyren got me sumthin to eat. thanks man ur a life saver;) anyway went back to school today and fazi who cant even remember my name could remember that im supposed to sit in the front og the class nnot at da back lyk usual with jays n nicky. damn that bitch la. she looks old enough to have surpassed menopause but can still get knocked up last year la??????????? EWW nways thats all for now. - dying here-

One week gone......

2009-06-06T16:03:00.002+08:00

Haiz I can't belive one week if the hols I was awaiting just went by like that like whoosh oh damn Only 1week left then back to hell(school)but I don't reli need to explain that do I u get it right ?? Anyway let's start with last weekend. I went to see star trek which was if I may say so soo hot it turned me on for the full one and a half hours plus that night in bed was.............let's just say it was fun hehehee.I blame that damn chris pine n zack quinto all in all it was a sexy movie expecially that scene with the green chick yup that was good ....Wednesday was fun,had a reli girly time with karin,serena and nicole. We spent the day trying on dresses for prefects party except serena she didn't try on a single one I wonder why??......well I found a dress that actually didn't make me look that fat so of course I bought it right and like I wanted it made me look kinda sexy but hey who am I to judge right.karin's reaction was wow komal looks like a prostitute.so I guess sexy is right.but the surprising thing is my mom didn't get a stroke when she Saw me in it. I was actually trying to cover up with this jacket but she was like it looks soo much better without the jacket and almost gave me a stroke.LOL -sexy ho-

The end is near.....

2009-05-27T15:19:00.002+08:00

Two things come to an end.........the horrific exams end on Friday. Makes me wanna burst out with a gospel song,hallelujah!!!!! Oh wait I'm not a Christian..... Anyhoo, they're fimnaly gonna be over I can't wait for the blessed holidays!!!!!!! I feel like looking at a clock and saying summer.....summer......summer.......oh wait.... Did I see that in some lame musical about high school once??????? Whatever I bet it was annoying anyway....thank goodness it's here!!! I reli need it if not I think my head will literally explode!!! Can't wait to go out n shop, watch movie, and hang out with my buddies :) that reminds me I gotta buy my prefect party dress!! I'm thinking sexy but not revealing, it has say hot but not vulgar... Does a dress like that exist under 100 bucks ??? Oh well I love chalenges and if I look bad it'll be cause of my weight.I seriously gotta lose some kg's by then I would start now but Im sick.. I always get seriously sick at the worst times possible like now when I'm having mid-terms so even if I can hardly keep my eyes open I still have to do wat I can with my papers . All Fail la I think.good thing is i'm on the happy pills again hehehehe hopefully it'll pass by Friday so I can at least enjoy my holidays.-IthinkI'maddicted-

2009-05-26T16:26:00.002+08:00

Is this the moment where i look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you`ll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if i tell you i won`t go away today
Will you think that you`re all alone
When no one`s there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I`m permanent

I know he`s living in hell every single day
And so i ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it`s all touch and go i wish i could make it go away
But still you say
Will you think that you`re all alone when no one`s there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I`m permanent
I`m permanent

Is the moment where i look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you`ll never see me cry

this song is absolutely heavenly. i've listened to it sooo many times but i never get tired of it . it inspired me to like think about life,love and stuff............
i used to think only david archuleta songs were soo touching like touch my hand, my hands, dont let go, to be with you but hats off to mr. cook, he finnaly got me......gonna go listen to it again now toodles -finally a cook fan-

there was dancing and singing and movin to the Groovin......

2009-05-24T14:31:00.004+08:00

Hello again am baaack with joyous news Adam lambert is getting more attention than kris....yeah take that ! I always said Adam is just more facinating to read about, watch, listen to and even thinking about him gets me going Rrrrr....LOL wat can I do that homo is friggin Sexy!!! Anyway both the star paper and straight times featured Adam lambert and not a single mention of kris muahahahaha(cue evil Laugh). The other day star did a feature about kris and ended up talking bout Adam see even they can't help it. LOL I've been getting weird dreams lately. I always seem to be late for something..............wonder what that means ???? What ever it means I hope it's good:) I've never reli been a huge cook fan, wAs team archie last year but now I'm kinds in love with him hehehe way to be the last 1on board huh. Anyway, ive been thinking About life a lot and wat I'm gonna do with mine I'm still not fully sure but I'm thinking law ????well anything that gets me out of this bloody country .can't stand it here .I wanna c the world ,have coffe in Paris, watch the sun set in Greece ,see the Vatican take a walk on the great wall , see the pyramids,live in India for while...............well the list goes on and on the point is I gotta be free!!! Haiz let's c how that works out ........-freedom fighter-

I'm permanently touched......

2009-05-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

Is this the moment where I look u in the eye,forgive the promise that u'll never see me cry........the opening lines to that song say it all don't they.......American Idol just ended and I'm just starting to love last years winner........hmm kind weird huh.anyway let's start with Monday,let's see it was teachers day celebration at school like typical of me right I carry my ass of to school and I managed to drag along my two super crazy pals (7&9)-they shall remain unnamed for certain reasons.LOL so we decide to leave early and go to my beloved panjang's house(jaipreet) all he'll broke loose, they saw a video of jay and practically started orgasming and it only got worse when they managed to get hold of one of his shirts and started sniffing it (victoria secret for men perfume),then we slutty danced..........as usual ofcourse.....basicly girls gone wild but with clothes. Hair open, head banging, booty shaking in front of the mirror. It was awsome..... My friends may be crazy but u noe wat, that makes hanging out with them even more FUN! Anyway exams started on Wednesday.....yeah I dun reli wanna talk about that......ok back to where I started....I can't belive Adam didn't win I mean come on ppl grow a damn brain and stop being homophobes la.......moving on bikini girl looked like she got a boob job recently......Simon probably paid for them and randy chipped in too but I gotta say kara is smokin HOT but the girl could use a tan though and some self confidence in that body !!!!! Santana was friggin awsome as always adam and KISS rocked the house , nick mitchel/norman gentle was hilarious!!! Highlight of the show was watching david cook sing "permanent" in honour of his bro who died recently of cancer... When I heard it it just soured like a nice song cause I couldn't hear the words properly. As usual in my house it's always noisy. Then just now I listened to it properly...............that song made my cry soo hard.when he started talking about how his bro suffered everyday and how he wished he could take some of his brothers pain, I just couldn't help my self. I listened to it over and over again. it touched my soul. I noe it sounds corny but that's the only way to explain it. - Touched in the soul not in the head- Fight against cancer!

It's getting hot in here so take off............

2009-05-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

Well take off wat ever the hell u want if it so happens to be ur clothes so be it. The heat is getting unbareable!!!!!oh damn those idiots responsible for global....oh oops it's us right hahahahaha soo not funny ppl global warming is a serious issue .. well anyhoo I just finish writing the most important short story I've ever written in my life and for wat ? 2000 £ that's wat like that's some serious cash right damn I reli hope I win I mean it was a decent job but all I can do now is hope and pray . I could reli Use that money but I should definately donate some to an orphanage or something ............well that's if I win la . But even if I don't it'll be satisfying enough to know that I gave it my best :) whoever actually reads my sad ass blog pls pray for me :) well I gtg sleep if I'm gonna get up in time tomorrow LOL -sober tonight-

Lemme get it on

2009-05-08T15:34:00.003+08:00

Hiiii today class we'll be taking a lesson on american idol !!!! First of all lemme just tell u AI is the bomb so don't even try to diss it unless u wanna get bitch slapped . Adam lambertb just awsomely rocks and is a God !!!even if his pants are a little too tight. What an ASSet to the gay community.they should just give him the title and get it over with. Kris Allen is cute and all but let's be real what star quality does the dude have ?????and he has a wife that dresses like a maid sorry but it's true . Adam and slash GOT IT ON and are like soulmates. Speaking of getting it on danny and Allison are soo doing it . Kinda kinky huh -the widower and the seventeen year old .I mean cmon we all saw how they were groping each. Other while making the cakes ????????? Anyway I thought danny's last note was friggin awsome .....oh wait u mean he wasn't trying to sound like a cat being run over....sorry :o anyhoo it was a fun week with things breaking and all. P.S no matter how many things i've said about paula abdul looking like one of the apes from planet of the apes , that hag can DANCE but she sings as bad as she looks and yeah lipsinc allert !!!!!! I bet that's why the stage was so dark plus they probbaly told her like strictly pls don't come drunk pls for the love of god try to be sober even if she denies aver bieng high on the show like yea right and i'm the queen of england LOL I think kara has the hots for adam but hey I do too and so does Simon :) damn I hope he swings both ways hehehehehe anyway gay hot , married to a blonde bimbo with no sence of style , not so much ;O

Sunshine on a Rainey day

2009-05-07T16:53:00.002+08:00

Love IS a wonderful thing but how many of us actually know wat love is.we Go around thinking that we love ppl but how do we now were right ?? CMon show me the light,tell me I'm not going crazy or am I just high on the good stuff .let me noe if u evr figure it out .wind blow the worries out of my head,waves wash away my sins, sunshine fill me with life ,clouds cover up my flaws and I'll just sit back and enjoy it all bye my mcha's and machi's I'll see u again hopefully next time when I'm sober

lalalalalalalala

2009-05-07T15:41:00.000+08:00

aiman's got a big ass !!!!!haha u just noe im mgonna be kooky after i've taken my dosses hhehehe so school today was fun as usual teacher didnt come, lepak in kantin, slutty daNce with karin and nikky and photo shoot for persada lllooolll. like my life is just awsome right, like yeah im somekind of a super star right HAHAHAHA like thats gonna happen lemme bitch for a second or like for a few seconds.... my life is a bottomless pit hole with nooooo end watsoever on the bright side...............................well i'll get back to u on that.........maybe ???? ok update from planet hunk- possible shut down due to overcrouding hehehe.-loopy loler out-

Hello earthlings

2009-05-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

I see u winding and grinding up on the floor ,u see me looking at u and you already noe,I wanna.................well u can fill up the blanks yourself. Here on planet hunk ....population me and other millions of hotties. Yes that's right I'm the only girl . Got a problem with that huh ??? Go create ur own imaginary planet........oh I think the pain killers are kicking in again .......ooooookkk I think I gtg got that woozie feeling again ....mmmm feels good hehehehehehehehehe oh better go lie down bye bye little tiny people
Over there and u in the black shirt...........call me;)

I like a moment to thank god for giving us hot guys

2009-05-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

Omg my life seems to be ruled by hotguys right now.....I dono y I seem to get em outta my head ,.......haiz anyway there nice to look at right ??? But I think it's gotten out of hand like I was like extatic that this friend of mine who happens to be a 19 year old dj is having problems with his gf...almost hoping they'll break up.....like what type of a friend am I right ? But it his damn fault for
Being so friggin hot. Ok I gotta drop itnow. My friends suddenly like bollywood actors ??? Apparently Indian ppl are hot... See I told u john abraham is hot....school just got likesoo much better since I discovered that it's just swarming with hot Asses lol LOL not gonna drop names but u guys noe who u are and the not hot ones don't perasan k ...I gtg study sejarah now so peace out to all my macha's and my dei's LOL

2009-05-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

if i had to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU. awwwww damn emo but in a sweet way !!!!

DOWN WITH LOVE(NOT)

2009-05-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

words to make me belive in love.........Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... - sounds kinda like twilight right-

starting a blog ????

2009-04-28T16:17:00.000+08:00

okay...............kinda new at this, kinda dont noe wat to do but wat the heck lemme give it a whack. OMG sounded soo wrong lol lol